Christmas.

I am almost finished with school which is wonderful. I had to write a five page paper two weeks ago which turned out to be a total bomb. Hopefully next semester will be great, but what sucks is it always takes me so long to make friends with people. I am very hard to get to know because I do not open up that easily. Anyway, Christmas is almost here, its going to be depressing since grandpa wont be with us to open our presents and share the joy. Things are still hard like always, I cant get over always being sad, I am a negative thinker on everything. So I wont set myself up for a downfall of when something good happens to me. I hope everyone is doing well, Happy Holidays and Merry Christmas.